Lilashes87's Journals

amazing. home for Christmas and i forgot my camera cord

maybe i can switch my memory card into my dads camera and upload photos...

hopefully.

also my dog's been sick and now she's at the vet and i'm scared she's not coming back. :(

i don't even know...

these past couple days. power got turned off because com ed didn’t realize someone was living in my apartment

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i’ve been living there, using electricity for over a year. so i came home a day early. i forgot my slr camera. i have the one i take to shows, and i’ve been taking my 365 photos with that, but i have thursday’s on my slr camera so i’m not posting them till i get home.

yesterday was the Craig Owens show. he’s an amazing person. words cannot describe it so i’m not gonna even try.

Nocturnal Me was amazing too.

i go back to my apartment tuesday so i’ll definitely have power.

then this weekend will be amazing. William and Danny acoustic :)

my dad comes back from India next saturday. he said he hates the food and his hotel kinda sucks. poor him.

i don't even know...

these past couple days. power got turned off because com ed didn’t realize someone was living in my apartment

…

yesterday was the Craig Owens show. he’s an amazing person. words cannot describe it so i’m not gonna even try.

Nocturnal Me was amazing too.

i go back to my apartment tuesday so i’ll definitely have power.

then this weekend will be amazing. William and Danny acoustic :)

my dad comes back from India next saturday. he said he hates the food and his hotel kinda sucks. poor him.

i don't even know...

these past couple days. power got turned off because com ed didn’t realize someone was living in my apartment

…

yesterday was the Craig Owens show. he’s an amazing person. words cannot describe it so i’m not gonna even try.

Nocturnal Me was amazing too.

i go back to my apartment tuesday so i’ll definitely have power.

then this weekend will be amazing. William and Danny acoustic :)

my dad comes back from India next saturday. he said he hates the food and his hotel kinda sucks. poor him.

it's mah birfday

and i am 22. and i feel a little old. but its ok i love my birthday.

i just got this in my email

lol why thank you Fall Out Boy.

we've got one chance to break out; and we need it now; i'm sick and tired of waiting; sick of this fucking apartment

I need to clear my head.

I'm over stupid drama.

if I want my life to turn out the way I plan, I’ve gotta stay out of it.

So I’m done, if you have a problem with me please do me a favor, tell me, don’t twitter about me, or talk shit about me, nothing will get solved that way. I’m a big girl and I can handle what you have to say, and chances are if you’re mature enough to talk to me we can fix the problem. If not then I don’t need you’re drama in my life. You won’t see any passive-aggressive twitters or tumblrs or anything from me, and I’d hope that people would respect that.

And for the record, this is not about anyone in particular. I’ve been trying to figure out my life without the constant of school, and growing up and not dealing with drama is part of that.

i can't sleep

but I really want to. I’m so damn tired but my brain won’t turn off, and when it does I have horrible nightmares.

Somebody come sing me to sleep please.

Insomnia sucks. I’m gonna watch Heroes till I pass out.

i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired

But literally. Because I don’t feel good. And I’m tired. And I’m BORED just laying here on the couch.

This sucks.

I'm not leaving my apartment today unless it's cold enough to wear a sweatshirt. It's a hoodie day for sure.

hey guess what?

Last night was really fun. Sing It Loud & Every Avenue. I loved it.

Action Heights first show today. I’m really excited. I’m really nervous. I have The Maine stuck in my head, and some new clothes to wear. I want some ice cream, and since the shows at an ice cream parlor, I can get some.

I think today could be a good day.

these are the days that we will always remember; chasing the night; to make our days better

Every Avenue and Sing It Loud at Mojoes tonight!! I'm so excited, it's going to be amazing.

I bought a few new shirts so I get to wear one of them tonight. Lame to be so excited but I haven't been shopping in a while lol